The Beginning

Dear friend,

How do you change yourself? Shed all those bad habits you've allowed yourself to nurture? It's not easy. This whole process of disciplining yourself, of trying to be a better person is not as easy of all those Pinterest posts allow you to believe. "fOlLoW tHeSe SiX tIpS tO bEcOmE uNrEcOgNiSaBlE bY 2023". Nope, not that fast. So yeah, it's hard. Especially when you're a student, trying to become academically better.

I listened to Sabrina Carpenter's album "emails i can't send" yesterday. The idea behind that album came from her writing these emails to herself when she was undergoing a particularly hard time. I think that is a beautiful idea.

Every Ted Talk, every self help book always asks you to record your journey. So this is it. This is how I'll record my journey.

The whole 'dear friend' is taken from Perks of Being A Wallflower. But it helps to direct these to one particular source. 

So, this is a promise to myself. I will get better. I will get myself out of this grave I've dug. And whenever I'll get demotivated, I'll read these and try to make myself feel better.

And if by chance you do stumble upon these, don't think too bad of me. I'm trying to get better I swear.

Love always,

Sinjini.